On the other side of the screen, close to two hundred viewers were waiting for me.
In the dark room, the computer screen glowed like a gate to another world. The software that I usually used for streaming was displayed on the screen. The software window showed a list of scenes, a list of sources, the audio mixer, and an image of the stream.
After verifying everything was correct, I once again started my usual routine.
“… Mic check, headphones check, application check, tea check.”
However──
“Ahem… Throat check…”
──I couldn’t get into my usual mood for streaming.
I couldn’t stop fidgeting and shuffling in my seat. My mind was restless and my breathing shallow.
──I already knew the reason why.
It was because of a certain “incident” with Senpai that happened today.
The boy that I liked… finally said those special few words.
Even though I should have been happy, even though I had been waiting for his reply for so long──
Why… did I… respond like that to Senpai…
──I almost felt like plopping down on my desk with my head in my hands and screaming “Ahh~!” out loud.
And yet──
“… I can’t, I can’t!”
I was about to start streaming soon. Now was not the right time or place to be worrying about this.
After taking a deep breath, I turned to look at the display.
“Okay… let’s switch gears. Calm down, me!”
First, I needed to focus on the task in front of me.
Even though I had a mountain of problems and things I didn’t understand… Now was not the time for worries or regrets!
I moved the mouse pointer to the start button for the stream. And then, gathering energy into my index finger,
“──Start!”
I started tonight’s livestream.
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